Focus Shift Finds Things . . . Days 6 & 7 of 7
Day 6
Whew – long day! Petting Zoo, and then visit my good friend Dennis, see a movie and then dinner.
Dennis found a great deal on an iMac for me!! It’s a beauty, and I LOVE it!! We spent some time going over all the bells and whistles, then . . . off to see Spiderman at an UltraStar cinema! Ultra Star has the moving seats, and this was a good movie for that feature. Although . . .t he seats weren’t activated for the first 1/2 of the movie. I thought perhaps it was because the real action hadn’t started yet, but I looked back at the people behind us. Their seats were moving!!! So off to get ours activated. I missed a scene, but boy was getting those seats moving worth it! After the movie, Dennis talked to the manager, and we got comp tickets!! Oh yes, we comin’ back to see something else with loads of action!! I found myself enjoying this movie at a different level than in the past – I attribute that to the new, clear heart! Letting go of what others might think of my reactions was a nice change from holding back, I must say. And yes, I think the current Spiderman was well-done and worth seeing.
HAHA!!! Sort of seemed bad, turned out very nice.
Dinner was tasty and Benihana chefs know how to put on a show. I was tired and didn’t enjoy it perhaps as much as it WAS fun, but it truly was a nice dinner. What I really wanted was to get some work done – like blog posts! Here I am, on a night out and I want to get work done. Must not be work, huh? 😉
As much as this new computer is awesome and a most generous gift, I feel normal about it. As in, this is the type of equipment I should be working with. I am not feeling entitled – it’s feeling that I do deserve it. I don’t feel obligated. I would have a year ago. Heck, probably a month ago!
Day 7
HobieCat woke me in the middle of the night for some pettin’s. Even though it was 0-dark-hundred, it made me smile. I didn’t have any weird dreams – haven’t since the first few days. Mind you, I dream, but they aren’t wonky any more.
I spent the day happily working on the iMac. Setting it up and moving files from the PC. I felt a bit off, though, and slightly tired. Most likely from all the excitement and activity from yesterday. As a matter of fact, that’s about it! I worked on the computer and did some puttering about. All in all a very nice day!
Yes, I think things have settled in nicely! I am going to continue this work on myself, because it has been so beneficial. And so easy!! So very very easy. How does it get any better than this? 🙂 The biggest thing I notice is that I am feeling better in my own skin. I am trusting my own judgement and I have found myself owning things that were just dreams a little while ago. One example is when I was asked for my my website info on a community call, and I didn’t hesitate one moment. It was natural to announce where to find me. I’m not talking just for talking’s sake, either. If I have something to say I say it. Sometimes I search for the right words, but there’s a confidence that hasn’t shown itself til now.
I hope you found this journey enlightening if you’re thinking about having an Emotion Code session, or any type of energy work. It’s subtle and gentle, but powerful at the same time.
Once again, thanks to Charan Surdhar for her most excellent skills and talents!! I also look forward to perhaps working with YOU, and bringing you closer to your true inner self! It’s amazing work, and I feel privileged to be able to do it. See you next time . . who knows, maybe I’ll be writing from Florida!!! 🙂
I’m still learning from you, but I’m improving myself. I definitely liked reading everything that is posted on your blog.Keep the aarticles coming. I liked it!
Thank you, Heath! I will keep them coming 🙂